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06 March 2009 @ 12:55 am
2 Years ago today  
Aston was pulled into this world, in about an hour and some change.

Wondered why I was feeling so down and grumpy and sad and just blah.... Hopefully a good nights sleep will help, but im not feeling very well right now :(
Have two lectures to go to tmrw so need to get my head together.

Last year I was ok, this year not so much. Amalias first birthday was nasty, I was vomitting and had the runs the night leading up to her birthday and felt ick for the morning (though I didnt put two and two together till a few months later) so im thankful I am not experiencing such a nasty reaction this time...

But I am so disorganised and busy this week that I havent organised anything for his birthday, he got his present today already... hoping I can get myself together enough to do something next Sunday.

Feeling like an arse mum right now :? I am sure one day I will be healed enough to be happy about this date and the next 2 weeks following, but im not doing so well right now... Thought I was fine and ok but apparently not. Ive ruined such an amazing little person, and I so hate myself for it :? :(
 
 
 
cohens_mamacohens_mama on July 30th, 2009 09:47 pm (UTC)
so its been a while since you updated....however, i was really shocked to be at work in tuesday....and to turn around and see you standing there (i work part time at countdown in palmerston north). was it you?
Natalienznats on September 15th, 2009 01:15 pm (UTC)
Wow I never got notified of this comment :S Yes it probably was me lol my SIL lives in Palmy and the kids and I stayed there for a few days on our way home from wellington.
You should have said hi :D I was probably in a world of my own, im sorry!